Mom took me out for the afternoon... we took Josephine to ballet and then went to North Kingstown to get my daughters riding gear for horse camp that she starts this week and then we went over to the Providence Place Mall where we shopped and had some pink Berry. Then this evening I threw myself back into work and went out and did a photo shoot which totally distracted me from my life which I needed. Getting totally lost in my camera and the art of what I love is what I needed tonight.
My friend Erika took me out tonight for dinner at one of our favorite Mexican food places to eat. There was 5 of us and we ended up ordering 3 pitchers of margaritas and yes I may feel good but honestly I needed a night to let loose and to forget about what is going on in my life. No, booze is not the answer but honestly I just needed a night to let lose and to lose control of my sad feelings. I needed a night to get lost in who I was before this all happened and just laugh and smile, it felt nice to just let go, I needed to let go and just worry about the moment and not what is going on. Sometimes we just need a night to forget and to let go even for a short time...
I am hurting... and just needed to forget for a short time, cant hold that against me... I just want to feel better. ::sigh::
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