The Last Step To This Nightmare...

Today I go to the doctors and get my uterus checked and everything else checked to make sure I am okay and that inside my body is okay from my miscarriage. I am having some serious anxiety about going into that office. I am tired of re-living this nightmare over and over and over again. I know they have to do this stuff to be sure everything is okay with me but it doesn't make the healing process any easier.

In under a week this is the office where excited doctors and nurses confirmed I was pregnant and were so excited... And then it's the office where my heart shattered on the floor and my world came to a screeching halt. Where my life changed forever... I am having some serious anxiety about going today but I have to and I know that...

At least after this appointment I will know when we can try for a baby again... although now I am terrified that this could happen again and I don't think I will enjoy my next pregnancy as much as I did with my daughter because I will be worried the whole time. But I do hope to have a healthy and normal pregnancy soon.

Well, I have to go get ready for my appointment... anyone want to go for me?

-Amy